Time for Q & A again! And Happy Thanksgiving to anybody who celebrates it on this day. :)
Q: Why the hell aren't you transitioning? You are trans, you're going to have to do it eventually, so why aren't you doing it now when you are the youngest you'll ever be?
Q: Why haven't you started hormones?
A: Because I feel it would cause more problems than it would solve at this point. I have been trying to work out a timetable for myself and set some goals. This is something I feel I want to work towards. Believe me though, if I could right now, I would.
Q: Do you own a PS3, and if so, do you have a Playstation Home account?
A: Yes and yes. lol After I saw your question I went back on there cause I haven't been on in a while and holy crap did they make some changes! It's really turning into something awesome. Of course I went shopping and checked out things and got some new clothes. lol
PSN tag Isobelle-Nichole if you've got a PS3 and feel like finding me. :P
My PS Home av, yeah I'm totally a death metal chick. lol
Q: All right then, what is your favorite metal band? There's nothing wrong with those lyrics in the slightest.
A: I really can't pinpoint one band and say they are my favorite. I have favorites lol. I'll also go through phases like where I'll really get into a band and listen to nothing but that band for a while and then go back to listening to a whole bunch of bands. But among my favorites are: Sepultura, Soulfly, Cavalera Conspiracy, Death, Metallica, Megadeth, TestAmenT, Bloodsoaked, Pantera, DevilDriver, Arch Enemy, Black Label Society, Immolation, Black Sabbath, Slayer, Lazarus A.D., Kataklysm, Vader, Pathology, Machine Head, The Agonist, Hatebreed, Satyricon, and recently been really into Abnormality and Mortad.
Q: How are you enjoying Skyrim? Enjoying the furry claws of death as a werewolf?
A: I am enjoying Skyrim quite a bit. :) It is an amazing game that you could just immerse yourself in and basically live another life. It's fantastic! As for the lycan thing, yeah I am enjoying it. I don't use the beast form very often, but I like having it. Knowing that I have the beast within and could unleash it at any time is very cool to me.
Q: Who's your favorite transsexual?
A: Well if you're talking about pornstars, that would be Sarina Valentina. She's so sexy. :)
Q: If you won like, 40 million dollars, would you give some to me... not alot, just a bit to fuel my desires (assuming you remembered this after winning) ???
A: Umm yeah I guess... lol. If I won that much I have always said to myself I would share with my friends. :) Although the obvious thing with winning that much is, abso-fucking-lutely I would become a woman. :P
Q: The Dream: If it was your wildest dream, what is your kinkiest desire? What is your deepest fetish? The two are very separate in my mind, so I'd like to get inside your for a moment.
A: I really wouldn't consider that my wildest dream, although it would be close. My wildest dream and desire is passionate sex as a woman. I'm a big softee for romantic type stuff. lol My deepest fetish? I've said before I would not go there with this blog. It's crazy and fucked up and all I'll say is that I love the gore lyrics of brutal death metal and goregrind. There is something more than just the horror/shock aspect to them, but I suspect a lot who listen to this type of music feel the same way.
Q: Do you have any ideas for possession captions? 'Cuz that would be pretty awesome! ;)
A: I have a few ideas, but possession caps aren't really my thing. I'm just not really into them. I know I get a lot of questions asking for them, so I will try to deliver one in my next phase of caption making.
Q: Are there any chatrooms or message boards you could recommend to talk about my desires to be a woman? I have no where to talk :(
A: Yes there are. I would recommend Rachel's Haven and Crossdream Life. The later being more geared towards this type of discussion. Both are wonderful places but I have not been to either as of late.
Q: How are your sexual feelings as a woman?
A: Well physically I'm not a woman so that part I can't answer. :P But mentally, I guess you could say I'm like a bi-sexual woman. I'm attracted to both sexes, each having different things that get me going sexually. I will be honest and say that I have indeed been sexually aroused by both men and women. I hope that somewhat answers what you were asking. :)
Q: Make tg quizzes like you will survive the tg apocalypse and stuff like that off like quizzilla. They are so much fun!!! Make like six of em!!!
A: I'm gonna be honest and say I will prolly never get around to this. Especially since Skyrim has been released. So there may be a lapse in caption making here as well, lol, I'm having way too much fun with this game, especially now since I've become a Lycan!! :D
If I won $40 million, I would do everything to look like this. :)
Q: I've seen posts about quizzes, where do I find them?
A: I'm actually not really sure where to find them myself. I never really went looking for them.
Q: Do you think I would make a good big?
A: Not quite sure what you're asking here. O_o
Q: The Dream: What inspired it?
A: The pictures mainly lol. But if you want a deeper explanation, it was my own personal desires and wildest dreams. :)
Q: Would you ever contact a friend who knew about your desire to be a woman, so you could have something in common to talk about?
A: I'm not really sure exactly what you are asking here. I talk to online friends all the time about this. In real life, no, I have never told any of my friends, but we have plenty to talk about, plenty in common, that's why we're friends.
Q: How does the idea sound of a blog that puts out a variety of TG captions exploring different formats/medias (experimental) as well as taste, all while meta-critiquing around the blogosphere and the aesthetics of this sort of thing?
A: Sounds like an interesting idea to me. I would say if that is your idea, go for it.
Q: Is this all true?
A: Is what all true? If you are asking about my desire to be a woman physically, yes. If you are asking if I really think this way, like womanly I guess you could say, all the time, yes, 24/7. This is not some act I put on, not in the least.
Q: Why do you want to become fully female? Is it the sex, the lifestyle, or something else?
A: It's something else. It is hard to explain but the easiest way I think I can put it is that I want to become fully female because that's what I feel on the inside. My physical outside may be male but my mental inside says otherwise. I would like to become fully female so that my inside can finally match my outside and I can truly be myself in life and not have to hide and mask myself all the time.
Thank you for the questions! :)
A lot of us out there wear masks. Only when we look inside ourselves and see
our reflection in our own personal mirrors do we see our true reflection.
Q: Have you ever thought of selling yourself to a foreign porn company if they turn you into a shemale porn actress until you can pay for the money they spent on your transition? What do you think about this idea? Would you do it?
A: Actually I have thought about the idea in the past and while it is an interesting idea, I doubt I would ever do such a thing. I just hear too many bad things associated with the porn industry out there, especially those outside of the US. It is a fantastic idea for say a caption or TG story, but not something I'd try in real life.
Q: Do you know the ratio of guy to girl TG fans/captioners out there? I ask cuz I imagine meeting and hopefuly one day marrying a girl who's into TG just as much as I am! (I am a guy in reality lol!)
A: I'm prolly pretty sure there are about a thousand times more guys into TG as opposed to girls. At least from what I've seen and read online. Girls are out there though, they're just harder to find. But best of luck to you in your search. :)
Q: I have this idea for a cap and want ur opinion. Knowing the recent death of Gaddafi, I wanted to take those pictures, and giving a different ending, turning him into a bimbo American slut, considering his hated toward America. What do you think?
A: Personally I would avoid a subject such as that in a caption.
Q: What is your idea of the ultimate feminine experience?
A: To have sex with a man as a woman. I really don't know how to put into words why I think that, but it's just something I feel that would be the ultimate experience.